Yesterday I ordered a lunch box from the Duck restaurant, again! They have a really delicious veggies, that’s why I wanted to order from them. But the problem was they don’t have vegetable only lunchbox. So I had to buy the normal lunchbox and the plan was not to eat the duck meat 🍖 , egg, and the sausage. I wasn’t worried about the sausage and the egg, because I know I won’t eat them. The great teaser was the duck meat. Yes, it’s just salted boiled duck meat not a Peking duck dish, but dang I like the taste!
I’m on crisis. This week I ate a lot of no nos food 😨
Somehow I’m craving sweet food, I ate a bunch of Shaanxi traditional peanut snacks. The whole 400 grams. FYI, I normally don’t like sweet food. It gives me headaches.
I didn’t buy the doughnuts although I started to put them in the shopping cart 😆😆😆 one victory for me! 🎊🎊🎊
Still about period.
My period started 8 days ago. I started to feel pain one day before. And today, even though the bleeding has stopped couple days ago, I still feeling pain. I couldn’t sleep last night because I felt back and rectal pain around 2am. I stayed awake until 5am. Now I feel very sleepy but I couldn’t sleep. All of the food that I ate today taste weird for me. Something is happening in my body, I just don’t know what…
In general I feel angry, frustrated, impatient, and tired in my current cycle. I’m loosing my excitement to heal from this stupid condition, I just feel tired.
It’s 2am. I woke up few minutes ago because I started to feel pain. Lower abdomen cramps 3/10, lower back pain 3/10. I knew it will escalate soon if I didn’t take ibuprofen. I started to feel nauseous and the pain from my lower back goes to my right leg.
Next time when you want to drink green tea latte, remember this moment, remember this PAIN!