BTPP Day 1


I didn’t eat any fruits today and I ate eggs and wheat products. Yes, eggs and wheat are red alerts food for me, it gives me slight discomfort if ate it on my period days, so… it’s better to avoid it. I can only eat it once a week.

Well, I will do better tomorrow!

October Pain Update 


Here’s the update for this month:

* My Pain is worse than last month. I’m not sure why… There are some changes in my life routine:

  1. My doctor changed my medicine on Sept
  2. I started jogging this month, according to my experience too much physical activity causes the pain escalating. So I assume that this is the case this time?
  3. I ate more salmons this month, but wait… salmons are anti-inflammatory, so… it should help with the pain, right?
  4. I drank too much green tea latte and fruit teas? The possible culprits are the dairy and sugar.

* Rectal pain is a bitch! Why, Adeno? Why? Yes, it comes back again! 😤😤😤

* I ran out my current medicine, my doctor told me that she wants to give a gap for the next medicine. Meanwhile, she asks me to take coriander decoction twice a week.

* I hurt my foot when I tried my rain boot. If you ask how come? I wore it to do fast walk for 5km, that’s how 😆😆😆 After 4 days rested, my foot felt better, but then I used it for the 5km run. I hurt it even worse and I have been feeling pain for 17 days now. I can walk slowly, but once in a while there’s pinching pain occurs. So, maybe I will need another week to start to do long walks again.

* I’m mentally exhausted because of Adeno and foot injury pain.

I need a plan to get away from this chronic madness!

October: PD3

It has been a rough three days. The pain is worse than last month. I cried 3 hours straight yesterday, I had a terrible lower back pain and cramps, even the usual foot massage didn’t work, nor ibuprofen and medicine from my doctor. I didn’t know what was going on. I was bleeding so much, I tried to control it by drinking coriander decoction. It took effect hours later, meanwhile, I had to struggle with the pain because of the severe bleeding.
I have been sleeping on the couch since Saturday night,  accompanied by my cat and my new bread pillow. My husband bought it for me a couple days ago for no reason, lol.


I feel weak, I have no energy at all, not even to go downstairs to pick-up my packages. Oh my God, have mercy… let me feel better today 😭

September PD1


Yesterday I got my period after 18 days late. The pain was terrible, it felt like someone trying to rip my uterus out of my body. I haven’t feel this kind of pain for quite awhile. Yes, I cried. I suspected jogging as the culprit.

I tried to make rice noodle for lunch, the pain was escalating so fast. I felt heavy cramps and I felt that I was going to passed out, I had cold sweats. It was terrible 😖

My husband came home from work around 5pm, I was curling on the couch. He said, “You look terrible, are you in pain?”. Yes, I was in so much pain!


I couldn’t sleep well last night. I took 1 x 200mg liquid ibuprofen around 11:30pm. But it didn’t touch the pain at all. I cried again, frustrated. The pain stayed until around 3am, I couldn’t sleep. I was watching a comedy tv show, but couldn’t distract my brain from my pain. And then I remember about massaging certain spot on my leg that might help with the pain. 


https://instagram.com/p/BEr4OA-mDDO/
I massaged that spot on my left leg, omg it was so painful! I kept doing it for about 15 minutes, I noticed that the pain had lessen. I felt relieved 😌 I massaged my right leg too, it wasn’t as painful as my left side. I was doing it until I fell asleep. Why didn’t I do it earlier? 😅 I really have problem to remember things that useful for my condition 😬


This is my left leg this morning, do you see the bruise? Yes, it’s worthy! 😆